愛一個人需要很多的勇氣
也許我們有緣沒份吧！我也要坦然的接受這個事實！
heart is draining blood…
you don’t ever see the good side! you always only see the bad side! everytime you do this to me, it feels like you took a knife and stabbed me in my heart until one day, my heart stops from bleeding to death! i have to remind you that you aren’t so great yourself either! please go examine yourself before you judge others like that! you just only want to control anybody and/or anything and everything you see, touch and hear! i have to also remind you that the world doesn’t only revolve around you! there are quatrillion people living on this earth too! you are just a piece of ant compared to everyone else! watch out! someone will belittle you one day like you do to me! what goes around will one day, come around!
i don’t know why but i’m starting to have feelings for you! it shouldn’t be there! sigh!
The Date…
I’m looking forward to the date tomorrow. Hopefully everything goes well. ;o)
hope I survive
how do you expect me to survive this emotional roller coaster? after knowing that my grandma has cancer and only has 3-6 months left, i’ve been feeling a lot worse than when i had the big car accident 5 and half years ago. this is just unbearable right now. i don’t know what to do at this point in life! hope i survive!
strawberries…yummm…one of my favorite part of life on this earth…
(via applejasmine)
Samsung or iPhone?
Yay! My AT&T contract is up the end of August (less than 2 months away) and I get to choose another phone. I’ve been doing some research and I can’t decide if I want a Samsung Infuse or an iPhone 4! They are both very tempting to me! What should I do? Since I was never an Apple fan, maybe I should go with the Samsung Infuse. What do you all think?
I know many people are concerned about the destruction of the sanctity of marriage, as well, and they view this as a threat. But let me as you something, ladies and gentlemen, what are we really protecting when you look at the divorce rate in our society? Turn on the television. We have a wedding channel on cable TV devoted to the behavior of people on their way to the altar. They spend billions of dollars, behave in the most appalling way, all in an effort to be princess for a day. You don’t have cable television? Put on network TV. We’re giving away husbands on a game show. You can watch “The Batchelor,” where 30 desperate women will compete to marry a 40-year-old man who has never been able to maintain a decent relationship in his life. We have “The Bacholorette,” in reverse. And my favorite show, which thank God only ran one season because it was truly distasteful, was “The Littlest Groom,” where 30 desperate women competed to marry a dwarf. That’s what we’ve done to marriage in America, where young women are socialized from the time they’re five years old to think of being nothing but a bride. They plan every day what they’ll wear, how they’ll look, the invitations, the whole bit. They don’t spend five minutes thinking about what it means to be a wife. People stand up there before God and man — even in Senator Diaz’s church — they swear to love, honor, and obey; they don’t mean a word of it. So if there’s anything wrong, any threat to the sanctity of marriage in America, it comes from those of us who have the privilege and the right, and we have abused it for decades.
NY Senator Diane Savino (via lady88)
Dosage
I’m so happy tonight! I got my dosage! What the dosage includes? I’ll just keep that a secret for myself!~
when we care about someone to a certain extend, we start getting jealous over that person. no matter if they are the same or the opposite sex of you. this is just human nature.
Letting Go…
Sigh…I guess I haven’t learn to let go of you! I thought I had succeeded but it was a failure at last.
can’t wait for today to be over with already….
tick…tock…tick…tock…tick…tock…tick…tock….
*nails clicking clacking on the table*
I wish I could turn off
emotions
when I shut down
electronics
I’d go through the hours
unfeeling
rather than this constant
missing
that is tearing me apart
lost
I wander through daylight
waiting
(desperately waiting)
until I can see your face
again
